chocolatemuffingirl

have you ever feel temporary insanity? when there’s a ‘wild part’ of you that want to come out and do some crazy stuff you know it’s not right.. but this feeling wont last long… when you ‘recover’, you’ll feel that you’ve done something bad and you know that you shouldnt’ve done that. and when you move on with your life, you’ll feel there’s a black spot in your life because you follow that insanity. I know you probably said that ‘when you know it’s wrong, then why you did it?’ Well honey…, that’s why i called it insanity. it’s temporary because it doesnt last long and it happen on certain moments. moments i cannot describe and moment i cannot predict. it just happen.

and now.. i feel it.. that insanity. consume my time and energy just to make me stop thinking about it. dont want to follow it. pray to God for mercy and guide, for i’m sure He knows what’s best for me and will not leave me. ask for more strength to stay on the right path.

hopefully this will end soon… 

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